The hits just keep on coming.

Well this has been an all around shitty week. I went to the 31 NC, Came home to my boyfriends oldest in the hospital with very high fevers. He was flipping out because he is thousands of miles away and his baby is in the hospital and no one knows what is wrong with her. She gets to go home then gets put BACK in the hospital less than 24 hours later and they think it may be Leukemia. If that doesnt stop a parents heart I don't know what will. She was cleared later that same day and we were told it was a very bad virus. I am very lucky that her mother allowed me to spend the day with her in the hospital. While we were there the girls step dad got sick and spiked a fever. I went over and picked up the youngest for the evening. I was scheduled to work but with the lack of sleep and the emotional and mental stress from the day I called off an ddecided to keep her for the night. The main goal was to keep her as germ free as possible. Huge plus side is that I got to spend some one on one time with a very special little girl. The next morning we both woke up coughing and feeling gross. I took her back to her moms and her older sister was feeling much better. I went home and went back to bed. I felt well enough to go to work that night so it was all good. Yesterday their fevers were both gone in the mornng so their mom let me take them for the night. Now their mom is known to be a pathalogical liar so keep that in mind. Well we were talking about the girls school, since my hunny is deployed and gave up his apartment, the girls lost their assignment to their elementery school. We ended up talking for a couple of hours about school stuff, living arrrangements ect. This DRAMA had to happen the day after he told me he decided he was going to sign and stay as another year as a contractor in Afghanistan. I felt like my world is falling to bits. I understand the money is FANTASTIC and it's true that he doesnt have a job lined up for him to come home to and the economy sucks. But his little girls need him and dammit I need him too! Thats it for right now. I know no one reads this and its just for my eyes but blogging makes me feel so much better somehow.